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[03 Sep 2005|05:19pm] |
wow is the word
actually went and rented my first place today
moving on in life at last
it feels good to be accomplishing something
the new place is in gosford, near the tafe
ground floor in a big tower of apartments
pool, gym, dishwasher, dryer all supplied
and the best thing
a FRIGGEN GARBAGE SHUTE! ultimate in laziness!
So awesome!
Should be changing jobs soon so even more money for me.. wee
might stop going out as much cause it blows too much money
just make it special occasions n such
not looking forward to summer, cause its gonna be a stinker, lucky the house has an air conditioner!
what else do i need to say.. hmm
lack of gf has gone beyond the joke.. just dont care anymore really
care factor zero in terms of looking anymore
fathers day tomorrow, dad said he didnt want anything, might just get him some chocolate or something
didnt want beer
more for me
*goes to get jack daniels n coke
peas people
anti-tra
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[03 Sep 2005|05:17pm] |
the Idiot Savant
(38% dark, 65% spontaneous, 73% vulgar) | your humor style:
VULGAR | SPONTANEOUS | LIGHT
You like things silly, immediate, and, above all, outrageous. Ixne on the subtle word play, more testicles on fire, please. People like you are the most likely to RECEIVE internet forwards--and also the most likely to save them in a special folder entitled 'HOLY SHIT'.
Because it's so easily appreciated, and often wacky and physical, your sense of humor never ceases to amuse your friends. Most realize that there's a sly intelligence and a knowing wink to your tastes. Your sense of humor could be called 'anti-pretentious'--but paradoxically enough, that indicates you're smarter than most.
PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Johnny Knoxville - Jimmy Kimmel
The 3-Variable Funny Test!
- it rules -
If you're interested, try my latest:
The Terrorism Test
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: | You scored higher than 18% on darkness | | You scored higher than 92% on spontaneity | | You scored higher than 98% on vulgarity |
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| i should start using this again |
[14 Aug 2005|01:57am] |
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hello whoever friends i have added on LJ
i havent used this thing in so long
but its 2am, im drunk, and i feel like talking :)
lately:
job, car, house, yadda yadda
i love it
being out of home is awesome
its good actually doing something with my time (job) rather than just waking up at midday and sitting at the computer till late afternoon when chores were to be done and dinner cooked. Before this happened all i was doing is sleeping, computering and hanging out with friends (mainly raun, bob, scrot)
i do miss it tho, being able to stay up till 6am and not have to worry about anything
having a car is w00t too. had my licence for like 6 months or so now. whoah!
its so awesome being able to go wherever the fuck i want, whenever i want, and go home whenever
*dies from freedom
moved into michaels sisters house while she goes on holidays for 6 months
its already been about 4 months tho, so that sucks
probably move back home again
save to go to europe
mmmmmm europe
so much history, and monuments, statues, womens, drugs, alcohol
booyah!
on another note, love life sucks
feeling extremely stale, havent met a new chick to talk to in like 3 months
hung out with Liliana last friday night which was quite awesome
first gal ive gone for a drive with :D and complimentary kiss on the cheek.. woohoo
lol.. its funny how something so small can become a big deal when its never happened before
In other news, going for a new job on monday, better pay etc, hope i get it, dont wanna get stuck in my current role for too long cause it sucks and the supervisor is a greek tart who wouldnt know how to be nice if it was the difference between life and death
anyhoo
ask questions people, kill the stale factor!
cyas
P.S
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| something wicked this way comes |
[29 Apr 2003|11:41pm] |
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im on my way down now
dreams are shattered
the future is ruined
everything turned to shit
i hate this meaningless existance
i hate the collective world and its frailty, its emptiness.. its hatred
id wish this was a dream but id be afraid to wake up to reality
and find its worse that this
ill never be happy
theres very little left to enjoy
when all of your wishes are granted
many of your dreams will be destroyed
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[18 Apr 2003|09:49pm] |
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Ahhh now lets see...
i have a LJ for a reason
so i think i better do something with it
life is still poop
life seems ever more tedious every day
the boring mundane routine
urgh
someone tell me what im good at
something good about me
so i can assume some sort of self worth
my life currently consists of tafe, work, computers/internet, food and sleep
i hate it
i need some variance
i miss being with someone
its exciting being so totally close to someone
being alone gets me down
yawn
my brother shits me
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| life |
[05 Apr 2003|01:13am] |
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I hate my life
there is nothing worth living for
what am I achieving?
what is my purpose?
all I wish to do is to be able to smile
smile with purpose
a genuine smile of pure happiness
this meaningless pathetic life that I live will lead nowhere
life itself is meaningless
we are just another species
but what separates us is the ability of imagination
we dream up useless shit to deal with life
I don't know what I want out of life
I'm not sure I even want to live to find out
life is just a series of events that evolve us into our being
but what if we dislike those events? then we become someone we don't want to be
its a shame that when collected id say that there are more people who hate or dislike me than there is people who I've actually talked to
this life is worthless
but I'm stuck here
in this mortal worthlessness
I'm lonely
I wish not to be ignored, ridiculed and avoided
fate is a load of shit
life is what we make it
but life depends on others
the others make our life
and so some of us were, am, and will be destined to be alone
I hate my life
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| electronic music |
[04 Apr 2003|09:42pm] |
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electronic music is goodly
theres no words
therefore no meaning
just irrational exuberance as its best
hoorah
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| Full of Broken Thoughts |
[03 Apr 2003|09:09pm] |
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HURT - Nine Inch Nails
I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of shit
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stain of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
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| happy entry |
[30 Mar 2003|10:19pm] |
ive been told to make a happy entry
so here we go
happy entry
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| My Wonderful new icon |
[25 Mar 2003|11:26pm] |
isn't it wonderful
its terribly nice to stare at for minutes on end
yay
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| Mental Warp |
[11 Mar 2003|10:28pm] |
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Gather round children as we come together
To make up the undesirable, mortal worthlessness
We are the down trodden, forgotten stains in the pavement
The disfigured shadows cast by the moon on the hollowed cemetary grounds
It is a shame that it had to come to this
But in the course of battle
There's never time too worse the casualties of war
Only to take action
If you stand not by my side
I have no choice but to assume that you stand against me
And woe is he who dons the title of my enemy
For their suffering will be eternal in the depths of hell
Which side are you on?
There's a war being raised on the streets as well as in my mind
We must rise up, overcome, and take back what's ours
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[11 Mar 2003|09:41pm] |
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Miserable
Very uncomfortable or unhappy; wretched.
Sad
Affected or characterized by sorrow or unhappiness.
Expressive of sorrow or unhappiness.
Causing sorrow or gloom
Dejected
Being in low spirits; depressed.
Gloomy
Showing or filled with gloom
Pathetic
Arousing or capable of arousing sympathetic sadness and compassion
Forlorn
Appearing sad or lonely because deserted or abandoned.
Melancholy
Sadness or depression of the spirits
Pensive reflection or contemplation
Downcast
Low in spirits; depressed
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| Weird Phone Calls |
[02 Mar 2003|09:01pm] |
Over the weekend I received 2 strange phone calls
FIRST
On Friday night at 11:55pm (yes I was asleep) I received a call which I thought was an alarm
so me in my sleepy state pushed some buttons to shut it up
but as I fell asleep again I could hear a "hello...hello?"
and I realised that it wasn't an alarm..it was a phone call and that I had answered it
so I hung up
next morning I checked the call register to see who it was and it was from a number I do not know
SECOND
On Saturday while I was at work someone rang me from a "private number" and pretended to be a Chinese takeaway shop and that I had ordered some stuff
it was confusing and annoying as I was at work
If anyone has any information on these events please ring Crimestoppers
...or just leave a message ^_^
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| Nothings Left |
[01 Mar 2003|11:37pm] |
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There's no story that ain't been told
There's no gimmick that ain't been sold
There's no ocean that never been swam
There's no jobber that ain't been slammed
There's no road that ain't been traveled
There's no doctor that ain't been baffled
Ain't no thug that never cried
Ain't no preacher that never lied
There's no rumor that ain't been passed
Ain't no question that no one's asked
There's no tree that won't get chopped
There's no bomb that won't get dropped
Ain't no path that no one's laid
Ain't no beast that ain't been afraid
There's no feet that no one can
There's no saga that never began
Ain't no snow that didn't melt
There's no punch that ain't been felt
There's no skill that no one's learned
There's no planet that he ain't turned
There's no feud that never dissolved
There's no problem that ain't been solved
There's no tale that no ones told
There's no beauty that won't get old
There's no garden the sun ain't beamed on
There's no shoulder that ain't been leaned on
There's no color that ain't been seen
Purple, (red), yellow, (blue), forest green
There's no desert that ain't seen rain
Nobody here that ain't felt pain
There's no bigot that ain't been clowned
There's no treasure that I ain't found
Ain't no cave they never explored
Ain't no mother that ain't been ignored
There's no leader that ain't been led
There's no blood that ain't been shed
There's no dish they never made
Ain't no brick they never laid
Everything left's been done before
Nothings new, nowhere to explore
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| ICP meetup |
[22 Feb 2003|09:00pm] |
i dunno why im bothering to post this as a total of like 3 ppl will see it
but its my LJ and ill do what i like
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| Human Instrumentality |
[19 Feb 2003|11:15pm] |
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You avoid contact of the first kind at all costs. Do you fear to feel other people?
Being ignorant of others, you will never be betrayed or hurt, though you will never escape from feeling sadness.
A person cannot erase sadness forever.
Everyone is alone.
However, people can forget, and so they are able to live.
You are a false object which is pretending to be a human.
Look, you have a dark, invisible, and unintelligible mind within you, where the true you exists.
I am I.
I've become me through the instrumentality of the links between me and others.
I've been formed by interaction with others.
The interaction with people and the flow of time change the shape of my mind.
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